i feel doleful, despondent
wretched and wrecked
there is much healing to be done; matters within, humanity and earth without.
many reasons yet unknown
often wish to be alone
will i ever know my home, or recognize it before me?
when i see myself, i cringe at the creation portrayed.
yes, i have loved myself, but in those moments never acknowledging my faulty behaviors, rooted in negativity that had been planted in my child brain, blossoming somewhere along this journey.
i vow to rid myself of every weed, so that I may
as stars combined